I SEE A BETTER US “APOLOGY”

Dearest beloved,

I can be stupid sometimes…or almost all the time when I’m with you.
But my stupidity was out of line the last time I saw you.
I might have apologized but I feel it’s not enough.

I could do anything to please you babes.

I know if you we’re Christian Grey (Of Fifty Shades) you’d ‘punish’ me. I’d be your submissive. You’d be my dorminant I swear… The way you drive me crazy.
But you don’t have to be him to punish me even though you have quite some resemblance to the Character.
Anyway this letter might bring upon certain things which might make you sullen as you’re so angry at me but don’t be.
However you look even more adorable and cute when angry or being sullen.
The thing is that I am deeply apologetic on my kind of behaviour last time we met.
I hope that you understand how anyone can make any mistake and that you’re able to forgive me.
This is due to the fact that I value us more than anything. I mean it’s been the best years since we met thereby I would never take you or our relationship for granted.
We met just at the right time, you made me a woman and taught me how to be one. I love you for that!
I was just a mere Village Belle before I met you, I still am 😊.
All in all I submit all my apologies at your disposal for almost ruining your kingly bathroom and not telling you such an important situation I was in during our intense yet sweetest moments of our love making or rather awesome situation as you would call it.
I still have the gift I got you and trust me you gonna forget what I did after you see it.
I shall be taking care that such things do not occur in future. Giving you all the love and care and admiring your timeless hard work, cuteness and kindness.
I miss you and I wish you could hurry up in the forgiveness part so that submit myself.
Bye darling 😘

I love you.

Mata ne.

#j

#mybelovedintrovert

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Watch “01 PHOEBE LEAH ATIENO こくさいけっこん INTERMARRIAGE” on YouTube

A poet is one who is in love with a language or languages.

My mother language is Dhouluo,

Since Swahili is a National Language in my country I grew up speaking it with people around me and it was also compulsory and taught in school.

Well English is also my country’s National language as my country was colonized by British and as well taught and compulsory subject in school.

So that makes Japanese 日本語 my fourth. Well I can’t say I’m good at it but ever since I started learning this language I fell in love with it.

I have participated in The 10th and 11th Japanese Speech contest. I won the Most Outstanding Speech in one of the competitions and that was a wake up call to further my Japanese language. Click on the link below to view my 11the Japanese Speech contest’s Speech. I think you’ll love it and you might want to start you Japanese lessons😊💕

DO YOU REALIZE …

I’m gonna hurt

I’m hurting already

I’ve always been hurting.

I wake up, I think about you

I can’t sleep because I’m thinking about you.

But now you’re going, far away.

To the UK, to study. To work.

Leaving me in this country all alone…

Do you realize…

Do you realize how much I’m hurting.

Do you ever realize how deeply I look into your eyes and wonder why I love you so much😩

Babe, I love you

Take me with you…

Or rather come back for me.

Will you come back for me…?

I’m gonna miss you and Gilbert.

Your mom and grandma want you to marry as soon…

They want a baby from you

Why are you running away from all this

And I’m always right here… You’re my only man.

The only man in my life

What will I do when you leave

Do you realize how much I love you

Do you realize how much I’ll miss you

Do you realize how much I’ll crave for Gill

Do you just realize what you mean to me.

I need to see you darling.

You are my life

My heart is crying out for you …listen.

Janot…Japesa… Jaherna

I love you.

UK (You Okay?)

Aaaahh! No I’m not.

Being far away from him…

Come on God.

Darling It’s like I’m gonna loose…and lose you

Eeeh! Okay. No, not okay.

Finally I realised how much… I love you.

Gilbert… It’s only the two of us who know about Gill.

How now… And why do you have to live.

Instantly and spontaneously just like that.

Janot… Janot…Janot.

Killing me😭. I’m gonna be lonely.

Leah is gonna miss the G.

My ooh my… You we’re so wild yesterday 😊

No it can’t be the last one as you said.

On and on… It was awesome yeah!!!

Phoebe loves you 😩

Quite people…. Shhhh. It’s gonna work out.

Running from me… No way. You just gonna study and work.

Shut up Leah, you gonna see… again.

Turn Gill up.

Untie the emotions…

Vandawal… did I get it right… Such forces between us…

Win it darling, he’s stole yours

Xoxo darling 😘
You deserve each other.

Zip up.

I’ll never say I miss you again.

Anytime I read this(The Story about Leah),I feel so good.

‘Atleast someone sees (saw)

something in me’,I say (said)

Well, whether I’m writing in present or past,I wish I could just travel back in time when I felt like I belonged to someone,I still do feel it but I fear my owner doesn’t know me anymore.Is it the new job? Is it me? Is it my age? It can’t be my behaviour,no.

I can’t help but think about this one person that once kissed my lips, that once came to see me whenever I called, that once touched my skin,so deep,I can’t help but miss the moments.

This might be last writing, Incase you fail to say something. But just know, I’m (my heart)suffering.

I will never say I miss you again, I’ll just end up the same, just like in Chemistry when there’s no change on litmus paper.

******😘😘😘

Fantastic Introvert Love

Hold my hand ,

I know it’s a little rough,no it is rough

hold it anyway.

Hang on to it for if it is smooth you’ll slip and let go and I won’t live with that.

Then bring me close boo,

I know I smell of a long day,maybe your long Sunday as you wait for your favourite

Hold my hand,

I know it’s a little rough,

hold it anyway.

Then bring me close,

I know I smell of a long day,

bring me close anyway.

Let me lie,head on your torso

place your hand on my waist

don’t rub it,

let your palms lie in the dent of my back,

I know my hair is damp,

it smells a little like a rain forest,

but don’t pull away,

you can stand it,I know you can,

Ask me now,gently,

how my day was,

don’t wait for response,

allow me to sigh,heavily

I’ll be crying by now,

don’t you worry, I am fine,

No,no,don’t wipe it,

I like how it flows and falls,

right on your right breast.

I am calming now,

but hold me a little longer,

two or three,four will be just fine,

then elevate my head,

kiss me like my dry lips don’t disgust you,

like my unmade face doesn’t scare you,

look at me,like my eyes are not.

sorrowful,

like all you see in them,is a smile that

lasts a lifetime,

It’s time now,to whisper what can be said

aloud,

because it’s more beautiful that way,

I promise I will smile,

“I love you too” Monday,

bring me close anyway.

Let me lie,head on your torso

place your hand on my waist

don’t rub it,

let your palms lie in the dent of my back,

I know my hair is damp,

it smells a little like a rain forest,

but don’t pull away,

you can stand it,I know you can,yes.

Ask me now,gently hun

how my day was

don’t wait for response,

allow me to sigh,heavily

I’ll be crying by now,or maybe crying inside

don’t you worry, I am fine,

No,no,don’t wipe it,

I like how it flows and falls,

right on your right soft hands

I am calming now babe

but hold me a little longer,

two or three,four will be just fine,

then elevate my head,kiss me like the first time you kissed me

Deep and passionate,

kiss me like my dry lips don’t disgust you,

like my unmade face doesn’t scare you,

look at me,like my eyes are not

sorrowful,like you looked at me the first time

like all you see in them,is a smile that

lasts a lifetime,

You love my smile right?

It’s time now ,to whisper what can be said

aloud,

because it’s more beautiful that way,

I promise I will smile,

“* **** *** ***”😘

CHEKA

I have been thinking about you

Ever since I heard about you

From the people I love being around

My success brought me to you

I kept a dress for that long

For you

So that when I come to you

For the first time,I would be smart

I wanted to look more beautiful for you Cheka.

You offered the best!

You became the best

You made my day.

I enjoyed every minute in you

Izakaya,you made me Cheka😊

I will forever come to you

I will forever save for you

Nakupenda Cheka😘

Deep-Heart Crush!

your silence attracts me

your calmness draws me close to you

closer than you can imagine

you win!

your kindness has drawn my attention

am growing into you

so much that you can imagine

your silence attracts me

your calmness draws me close to you

closer than you can imagine

you win!

your kindness has drawn my attention

am growing into you

I am so into you

so much that you can imagine

I love you 😘

#TJD

日本語😘

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