I’ll never say I miss you again.

Anytime I read this(The Story about Leah),I feel so good. 

‘Atleast someone sees (saw) 

something in me’,I say (said)

Well, whether I’m writing in present or past,I wish I could just travel back in time when I felt like I belonged to someone,I still do feel it but I fear my owner doesn’t know me anymore.Is it the new job? Is it me? Is it my age? It can’t be my behaviour,no. 

I can’t help but think about this one person that once kissed my lips, that once came to see me whenever I called, that once touched my skin,so deep,I can’t help but miss the moments. 

This might be last writing, Incase you fail to say something. But just know, I’m (my heart)suffering. 

I will never say I miss you again, I’ll just end up the same, just like in Chemistry when there’s no change on litmus paper. 


***The Story about Leah coming soon. Stay tuned***😘😘😘

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Fantastic Introvert Love

Hold my hand ,

I know it’s a little rough,no it is rough 

hold it anyway.

Hang on to it for if it is smooth you’ll slip and let go and I won’t live with that. 


Then bring me close boo, 

I know I smell of a long day,maybe your long Sunday as you wait for your favourite

Hold my hand,

I know it’s a little rough,

hold it anyway.

Then bring me close,

I know I smell of a long day,

bring me close anyway.

Let me lie,head on your torso

place your hand on my waist

don’t rub it,

let your palms lie in the dent of my back,

I know my hair is damp,

it smells a little like a rain forest,

but don’t pull away,

you can stand it,I know you can,

Ask me now,gently,

how my day was,

don’t wait for response,

allow me to sigh,heavily

I’ll be crying by now,

don’t you worry, I am fine,

No,no,don’t wipe it,

I like how it flows and falls,

right on your right breast.

I am calming now,

but hold me a little longer,

two or three,four will be just fine,

then elevate my head,

kiss me like my dry lips don’t disgust you,

like my unmade face doesn’t scare you,

look at me,like my eyes are not. 

sorrowful,

like all you see in them,is a smile that

lasts a lifetime,

It’s time now,to whisper what can be said

aloud,

because it’s more beautiful that way,

I promise I will smile,

“I love you too” Monday, 

bring me close anyway.


Let me lie,head on your torso

place your hand on my waist

don’t rub it,

let your palms lie in the dent of my back,

I know my hair is damp,

it smells a little like a rain forest,

but don’t pull away,

you can stand it,I know you can,yes. 


Ask me now,gently hun

how my day was

don’t wait for response,

allow me to sigh,heavily

I’ll be crying by now,or maybe crying inside 


don’t you worry, I am fine,

No,no,don’t wipe it,

I like how it flows and falls,

right on your right soft hands


I am calming now babe 

but hold me a little longer,

two or three,four will be just fine,

then elevate my head,kiss me like the first time you kissed me

Deep and passionate, 

kiss me like my dry lips don’t disgust you,

like my unmade face doesn’t scare you,

look at me,like my eyes are not

sorrowful,like you looked at me the first time

like all you see in them,is a smile that

lasts a lifetime,

You love my smile right? 


It’s time now ,to whisper what can be said

aloud,

because it’s more beautiful that way,

I promise I will smile,

“* **** *** ***”😘

CHEKA

I have been thinking about you

Ever since I heard about you

From the people I love being around

My success brought me to you

I kept a dress for that long

For you

So that when I come to you 

For the first time,I would be smart

I wanted to look more beautiful for you Cheka.

You offered the best!

You became the best

You made my day.

I enjoyed every minute in you

Izakaya,you made me Cheka😊

I will forever come to you

I will forever save for you

Nakupenda Cheka😘


Deep-Heart Crush!

​your silence attracts me

your calmness draws me close to you

closer than you can imagine

you win!

your kindness has drawn my attention

am growing into you

so much that you can imagine

your silence attracts me

your calmness draws me close to you

closer than you can imagine

you win!

your kindness has drawn my attention

am growing into you

I am so into you

so much that you can imagine

   I love you Nihongo 😘

        Phoebe Leah Atieno

あなたの沈黙が私を魅了します

あなたの落ち着きがあなたに近づく

想像以上に近い

あなたは勝つ!

あなたの優しさが私の注意を引いた

あなたに成長している

私はあなたにとても魅力的です

あなたが想像できるほど多く

私はあなたを愛しています ç§ã¯ã‚なたを愛しています æ—¥æœ¬èªžðŸ˜˜

        フィービー・リーア・アティエノ

State of My Mind


​To always lift you up

When you are feeling down

To wipe your tears

When you feel you need to cry

To keep you smiling 

To show of that beautiful smile you have

To be your strength

Whenever you fall week

To be your voice

When you cant find the words

To be your eyes 

When you cannot see

To be your ears 

When  you cannot hear

To always tell you whats real

When you want to hear the truth

To be your dream catcher

To chase away your every fear

To be your smile

When you’re frowning

To always cheer you up

When you are down and blue

To give you faith

When you are feeling insecure

To keep you sturdy

When you are feeling unsafe

To listen

When you need to talk

To tell you no lies

Just what is true

To always lend you my shoulder

For when you need to cry

To always hold you

When you need someone

To always care for you

Whenever you are i’ll always be there

I can’t promise you that i will never stop sending love e-mails, 

Or even this. 

I can’t promise you the world

I can’t promise you the sky

I cant’t promise you that we will never fight

I can’t promise you that i will never stop chasing you

The state of my mind. 

I promise. 


My beloved Introvert 

When i see the beauty on my beloved’s face
The handsome one
I thow away the food in my hand
Oh brother of ‘the band’ man
Listen
The beauty on my beloved’s face

His neck, when i see it
I cannot sleep a wink
His breath on my skin oooh
I am on top of the world.
Oh the son of the daughter of the cheecky one
Your neck is like the shaft of the spear
When your planes touch my skin
I drown
I die.

When i see the eyes of my beloved
Oh brother of the young man
listen
When i see the eyes of my beloveds’ face
His teeth whither like season of dry simsim
The son of the teso
listen, I love you 

Yes! You Introvert. 😘

Love review, understanding my Introvert. 

So he sent me an email, complaining. 

I read it and just ☺smiled. 

He said… 

“…Enclosed is a picture, that if you take the quietness and time to read and
>> understand may just put into perspective some intricate things regarding
me, (a major introvert).
The point is not to be judged, but to come across as intriguing even with my crazy and weird ideas and words.

He thought I was judging him. The good thing about him, he let’s me know when we are not on the right page, and we fix things to be on the right page. 

I replied… 

You might or might never believe this but trust me i know most about
introverts…and believe this or not… I always understand you.
Sometimes i might be too disturbing but trust me when am blank i write
or text anything to people i value…(like you )

‘Just let me know when am soo
annoying…because how will i know:)

I always understand you…believe me.I think of you as a normal
person… I Don’t mean introverts are abnormal.

He thinks he understands me more than I do to him, it’s like we are competing on who understands who most and it’s so interesting. 😊😊😜😜

My Introvert is so Interesting .😙

My Love

Oh,grandmother
Behold the son of Teso
Who’s has just grown up
Young and Handsome man
When will i see him
Grandson of the The bull
Son of the plains
When does my own arrive
Come and dance before me
Listen
Son of the Nilotes
Who has just shot up
All the women want him
 When will I See him

When will he return

 Come I will take you from your dark hole

 Yes! All the women want him
 
Come to me. 
Come daisukina hito. 😘😘😘

My Introvert. 😘😘😘

​He wrote back😍😍😍

There’s another time to do,
There’s a love-feeling to renew;
And Her Heart calls for You,
Into the bed where a “gypsy”, Luo girl lay,
My village belle, exposing her bewitching gap, 
Smiling alone at the start or end of the day,
Standing by a purpose true, heeding Life’s command,
And be the faithful few! To hail to Her Heart’s Band!
To Crave. To You. For a Feeling that Blew.
She’s like a vital current, diffusing Joy that I never Knew.